Headache

I have been getting non-stop on and off headache since last Friday, December 7th.

Just a few rounds of badminton in the morning and after a short afternoon nap, BAM! The back of my head felt so damn sour and heavy that I could not even spend another minute on the bed.

After the sourness subsided, I felt some pain sensation on the left of my head. I did not accidentally hit myself on the head during the game.

Few days later, the top of my head felt pressured, as if I have placed something heavy on the top of my head for some time. The movie Shutter came to my mind WTF.

This is the very first time that I experienced such a troublesome head problem. To be on the safe side, I have decided to pay a visit to the Lam Wah Ee Hospital next Thursday for some health checkup, particularly on my head. Most probably I will ask for some CT scans as well.

My blog does not have much readers therefore allow me to be frank on a few issues that has been bugging me at the moment.

I was not born healthy. If the doctor's prediction was precise 24 years ago, I should no longer be here since approximately a decade ago. Therefore, I can openly say that health issue has been a great pain in my ass since the day I was born.

I am greatly disturbed and worried that something could have went wrong in my head or brain. I do not know how to relate this but my life does not belong to me alone. I am greatly indebted to a special someone and that particular debt can only be paid by ensuring her a happy, pleasing life ahead.

I might sound as if I am not going to survive. I admit that I have not been able to think straight these few days. Perhaps I should have waited for the medical checkup result before blabbering away over here.

Heck, I do not even know what is the purpose of this particular blog entry. You may take it as a declaration on how deep my love is for that particular someone. You may also take it as my prayer / plea for the supreme being up there.

Suddenly, being good in basketball or anything else does not hold any meaning to me anymore. I just want to be... healthy again so that I can share the warmth and happiness with my special someone.